Looking back to the last four to five weeks, I realized that my fix was not being met. I have been on CPF and reading, but I needed to touch some new products. Thinking maybe I've been good, then I noticed I have been spending as usual, maybe even more than usual. It finally dawned on me that I have FOUR lights on backorder of indefinite length. Now it finally made sense. I've been ordering and expecting one would arrive for me to play with. When delays are announced or web sites not working for me to track, I order another hoping that would arrive normally. In essence, now I am left without my money or my new lights. How depressing !