wakibaki
Newly Enlightened
I put my hand in my pocket yesterday morning to pull out my P1D-CE and it wasn't there. It's lived there since I got it. Only a week or so.
I looked in my jacket, it wasn't there. I looked in the car, sometimes things escape my pants pocket. It wasn't there.
So I looked in the pants, the jacket, the pants, the car, the pants and the laptop bag (I don't keep it in the laptop bag). No.
I was pretty sure what had happened. Out walking the dogs the previous night, I must have pulled it out with the bags I use to pick up the dogshit or the rope 'monkey's fist' thingy they like to chase. I didn't remember using the torch.
It was a lousy day at work.
When I got home I raced around the house looking in all the likely places.
No.
I came to a kind of rest in the hall, not really looking at anything, all my attention focussed inward on beating myself up (I'm always loosing things, I'm so careless, I'm lazy, I'm a failure, I don't do enough for other people, I'm a disappointment to myself) when I realised I was looking at something black. Lurking in behind the 12D floodlight on the floor, there it was.
Happy, happy, happy.
Jesus. Has it really come down to this?
I heard some of that UN report on global warming on the news this morning.
Gloomy.
I been a believer in technological fixes all my life. I sure as hell hope we can fix this...
w
I looked in my jacket, it wasn't there. I looked in the car, sometimes things escape my pants pocket. It wasn't there.
So I looked in the pants, the jacket, the pants, the car, the pants and the laptop bag (I don't keep it in the laptop bag). No.
I was pretty sure what had happened. Out walking the dogs the previous night, I must have pulled it out with the bags I use to pick up the dogshit or the rope 'monkey's fist' thingy they like to chase. I didn't remember using the torch.
It was a lousy day at work.
When I got home I raced around the house looking in all the likely places.
No.
I came to a kind of rest in the hall, not really looking at anything, all my attention focussed inward on beating myself up (I'm always loosing things, I'm so careless, I'm lazy, I'm a failure, I don't do enough for other people, I'm a disappointment to myself) when I realised I was looking at something black. Lurking in behind the 12D floodlight on the floor, there it was.
Happy, happy, happy.
Jesus. Has it really come down to this?
I heard some of that UN report on global warming on the news this morning.
Gloomy.
I been a believer in technological fixes all my life. I sure as hell hope we can fix this...
w