Acid87
Enlightened
Last night I lost the best part of my life my darling Sheona passed away.
Sheona suffered from a Liver illness that meant she would need a transplant due to the liver fighting itself and killing it slowly.
My baby went through a lot of pain and procedures and fought every battle with all her might. She is the strongest and bravest person I've ever been graced to meet.
Unfortunately her latest battle was just too much she was a tired girl and she fought as much as she could. My selfishness to keep her was soon outweighed by the love and peacefulness of her leaving.
I'm thankful she waited until I was ready to let her go before she went to sleep. I know she was thinking of me and knew I never left her.
My life and future will never live up to what we had planned and at 24 I shouldn't have to feel as empty as I do. Life is cruel and unfair and unjust.
This has taught me to cherish every waking moment with your loved ones. Take photos, film stupid family gatherings that you can't be arsed going to and make happy memories. Once someone is gone that is all that will be left to fill an empty space in your heart.
It will not make that hole go away but it will help you remember the happy times.
I know my Angel will always guide me through life and keep me safe.
My love for her will last forever as her love for me does too.
Sheona was the kindest and most beautiful girl on the Planet and I'm thankful for our time together.
R.I.P Angel.
Sheona suffered from a Liver illness that meant she would need a transplant due to the liver fighting itself and killing it slowly.
My baby went through a lot of pain and procedures and fought every battle with all her might. She is the strongest and bravest person I've ever been graced to meet.
Unfortunately her latest battle was just too much she was a tired girl and she fought as much as she could. My selfishness to keep her was soon outweighed by the love and peacefulness of her leaving.
I'm thankful she waited until I was ready to let her go before she went to sleep. I know she was thinking of me and knew I never left her.
My life and future will never live up to what we had planned and at 24 I shouldn't have to feel as empty as I do. Life is cruel and unfair and unjust.
This has taught me to cherish every waking moment with your loved ones. Take photos, film stupid family gatherings that you can't be arsed going to and make happy memories. Once someone is gone that is all that will be left to fill an empty space in your heart.
It will not make that hole go away but it will help you remember the happy times.
I know my Angel will always guide me through life and keep me safe.
My love for her will last forever as her love for me does too.
Sheona was the kindest and most beautiful girl on the Planet and I'm thankful for our time together.
R.I.P Angel.