Dear Craig,
I've been on disability since my back was broken by a motorcycle accident in 1979, when hit from behind by a drunk driver without insurance. To top it off, my own insurance company went bankrupt shortly after. I'm presently in public housing and have been for over 20 years, so I fully understand the kind of heartless harassment you must endure continuously, although through some miracle I'm not in a wheelchair. Having faced eviction several times, gone to court dependent on incompetent legal aid lawyers, addressed the housing board, and pleaded for help from politicians at every level [assistants, that is, riff-raff such as we don't usually meet the man, unless it's a photo-op], and spoken to newspaper columnists I've become resigned to the constant struggle required for simple survival, meaning food and shelter.
Craig, I'll be happy to phone and talk with you, if that's acceptable. Really, 'where there's a will there's a way', therefore you have to decide how important living there is to you, under the circumstances. I remember your saying it's impossible to go out at night, because of the seedy neighborhood. The USA represents one big opportunity from my perspective, stuck here as I am with more limited options and no choice in housing. Day after tomorrow the powers that be will be tearing down the entire 4 storey wall outside the room where I stay, along with my balcony, and I'm expected to just endure for 2 months it seems, jackhammers and all.
Imagine me and the cat will be walking the streets visiting drop-ins all day, since I can't lock my bike securely until the store gets it's Kryptonite replacements sometime in October. Anyway, there's a lot more to this tale of woe, so I'll just say it might be good for us both to talk. If that's agreeable, PM your number with the best times to call and I'll do so. For me, afternoon and evenings, but with these weapons of mass construction forcing my evacuation from 8am to 6pm, who knows? Today and tomorrow night would be alright. First in importance is to try and stay strong, in body and spirit. Thankfully, my own drug/alchohol attempts at escape are well in the past. Although this body has grown old and tired, worn down through chronic pain, I've learned a little over the years and can sometimes assist, or at least encourage, others in similar situations. Hope to be in touch soon.
Peter