I woke up when I amassed a small bundle flashlights that I can hold in my hands, the cost of which amounts to a month's wages including tons of overtime pay. This, in addition to many other flashlights that I bought since I joined CPF. Add to that the loss of $143 to a well known swindler (can you say "nano"). The sensation is pretty much the same as when I hit rock bottom smoking cigarettes. I've come to the realization that things are getting out of hand and I just had to stop.