Is it too much to ask for? I have an M20 R2. Love it. I have a Quark Mini 123. Love it. I want the best of both worlds. It can be M20 sized or SLIGHTLY/MODERATELY larger. I want to be able to carry it comfortably for hour long night walks and spot deer 200 yards away. (Think: runtime.) I want to be able to spot the moon, and light up the baseball field. OK, exaggerations, but you get the drift. What is this light? I have the flashlight bug, and I need my fix. It isn't the Catapult. Too big. (But would love it!). Is it the M20 R5? Is it another Quark? A Fenix PD30 R4 or TK whatever? What about the new Dereelight SST-50? I haven't seen ANY reviews of that or read of anyone owning one. a Lumamax sst-50? or MCE? Olight M30? You get to choose! Price is (almost) no object. Thanks.