Well. Where do i start? Some of you may have noticed i haven't posted for about 2 months.
My girlfriend of 4 years broke up with me, and have i have been really down /ubbthreads/images/graemlins/frown.gif . I feel so alone now, and its been really hard for me to adjust. I moved to the city about 2 1/2 years ago, and honestly have made very few new friends. Lucky i have a few good mates that i went to school with that have moved here, but they are mostly on the other side of the city.
I'd like to say a special thanks to greg. (litho123) I had organised and paid a deposit for a mag85 i was getting him to make for me. I asked greg to put my order on hold as my financial standings had dramatically changed (i'm left now with paying all the rent and all the bills, new furniture, appliances).Greg immediatly got back to me with an offer to refund my deposit 100% if i needed it. Which i unforetunatley did. So..... Thanks Greg, you really are a top bloke. /ubbthreads/images/graemlins/thumbsup.gif
He also supplied me with a wealth of knowledge regarding magmods, and hopefully i will be able to proceed with my order down the track when i'm back on my feet. So i guess this is a bit of a cheer for him as well, although i never proceed with my order, as i said before he immediatly offered me a refund if need be.
I'd also like to apologise to the local CPFers here in Sydney. A meet was organised for about 2 months ago, which just happened to be in the middle of all this. I was attending but pulled out cause i didn't want to drag the night down. Sorry to let you guys down. I was really looking forward to it, before "it" hit the fan. Hopefully i wiil good as gold for the next one.
So i haven't posted on any of the forums i helped moderate either. I just didn't want the good vibes to get dragged down from negative posts, or post something i would severly regret. I think i might have gotten the chop from moderating one forum. /ubbthreads/images/graemlins/frown.gif
I've been so depressed for the last 2 months, i've had almost no tendacies for flashaholiscsm. I just don't feel the same. Being dirt poor at the moment doesn't help either. Maybe there is something wrong with me. I dunno. I got new high power laser from a new supplier and i've switched it on probably a half dozen times. What a waste. /ubbthreads/images/graemlins/icon23.gif
So yeah. hopefully i eventually am back to normal self soon, and start constructively posting again.
I know alot of people live on there own, and are alone, but this is something i have never had to experience before. That and i have more or less lost my best friend. She hasn't made a great effort in trying to continue a friendship or keep in contact, which really is probably the most hurtful/confusing aspect of it all.
This probably seems like a bit of a random post, but i felt i had to say something or talk to someone. I've neglected CPF for 2 months now, as well as my duties on other forums..... /ubbthreads/images/graemlins/jpshakehead.gif
i seem to have missed a great deal of info regarding the laser community. Looks like some crazy stuff has been going on.
I don't have the net on anymore at home, but i'll try my best to get back on track here on CPF and lasermods forum.
/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/icon23.gif I dunno. I suppose i'm just trying to move on.
My girlfriend of 4 years broke up with me, and have i have been really down /ubbthreads/images/graemlins/frown.gif . I feel so alone now, and its been really hard for me to adjust. I moved to the city about 2 1/2 years ago, and honestly have made very few new friends. Lucky i have a few good mates that i went to school with that have moved here, but they are mostly on the other side of the city.
I'd like to say a special thanks to greg. (litho123) I had organised and paid a deposit for a mag85 i was getting him to make for me. I asked greg to put my order on hold as my financial standings had dramatically changed (i'm left now with paying all the rent and all the bills, new furniture, appliances).Greg immediatly got back to me with an offer to refund my deposit 100% if i needed it. Which i unforetunatley did. So..... Thanks Greg, you really are a top bloke. /ubbthreads/images/graemlins/thumbsup.gif
He also supplied me with a wealth of knowledge regarding magmods, and hopefully i will be able to proceed with my order down the track when i'm back on my feet. So i guess this is a bit of a cheer for him as well, although i never proceed with my order, as i said before he immediatly offered me a refund if need be.
I'd also like to apologise to the local CPFers here in Sydney. A meet was organised for about 2 months ago, which just happened to be in the middle of all this. I was attending but pulled out cause i didn't want to drag the night down. Sorry to let you guys down. I was really looking forward to it, before "it" hit the fan. Hopefully i wiil good as gold for the next one.
So i haven't posted on any of the forums i helped moderate either. I just didn't want the good vibes to get dragged down from negative posts, or post something i would severly regret. I think i might have gotten the chop from moderating one forum. /ubbthreads/images/graemlins/frown.gif
I've been so depressed for the last 2 months, i've had almost no tendacies for flashaholiscsm. I just don't feel the same. Being dirt poor at the moment doesn't help either. Maybe there is something wrong with me. I dunno. I got new high power laser from a new supplier and i've switched it on probably a half dozen times. What a waste. /ubbthreads/images/graemlins/icon23.gif
So yeah. hopefully i eventually am back to normal self soon, and start constructively posting again.
I know alot of people live on there own, and are alone, but this is something i have never had to experience before. That and i have more or less lost my best friend. She hasn't made a great effort in trying to continue a friendship or keep in contact, which really is probably the most hurtful/confusing aspect of it all.
This probably seems like a bit of a random post, but i felt i had to say something or talk to someone. I've neglected CPF for 2 months now, as well as my duties on other forums..... /ubbthreads/images/graemlins/jpshakehead.gif
i seem to have missed a great deal of info regarding the laser community. Looks like some crazy stuff has been going on.
I don't have the net on anymore at home, but i'll try my best to get back on track here on CPF and lasermods forum.
/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/icon23.gif I dunno. I suppose i'm just trying to move on.